Let her Cry

This has been a rather rotten week. So two weeks ago my grandparents came to visit. It was COMPLETE hell. Let me explain. They HATE each other, like seriously hate. So even though they yell at me for all the things I do wrong, they also always yell at each other. And everyone. They make life completely miserable. They sit around all day complaining about everything and never doing a thing about it. Like the more you complain it will go away? Then they yelled at me, it was raining during their visit. Oh yes, because everyone knows I control the rain.

They stayed for 11 days, and they were some of the most miserable 11 days I have spent in a long long time. At the same time, Adam was away and forgot his phone. Not that I need to talk to him all the time, but sometimes when I am completely miserable, it is nice to be able to call him and just feel better. Instead I was stuck in my room just trying to avoid people. It was a really depressing week. 

And even when he got home, we couldn't really see each other. :( sometimes it makes me sad how distanced we are even though we leave close enough for me to drive to him. Timing is always wrong or his parents won't let him. :/ I rarely feel like I am really 18 in our relationship, but I guess there are things you have to do. Even if sometimes I feel insulted, or that I am just not good enough... Hopefully when summer comes things will get better. All I can do is hope though. For now I love him enough to wait, after all some hardships aren't that bad. 

Anyway, my grandparents are gone now, and that is good. And prom is coming up. This is the first prom I will have had a date too, and I am no longer in high school. But i am excited none the less. And thanks to Brenda's mom, we get to ride in a limo. I am rather excited. Adam and I are going to try and go to dinner as well. So maybe this weekend will start a better segment. I defiantly need a pick me up :)

Thanks all for reading

Wren

Song for today: Let her Cry- Hootie and the Blowfish