Gross

I am... awkward at the moment. I am kind of in a place where I don't feel good enough. As much as I know I should not I feel.. used up. Spent. Almost as if I am just in a place where everything I do is just lacking. I am turning into a monotonous person. I just don't feel as important. Even to myself. 

I never thought I was beautiful, but I never thought I was disgusting. Today when I looked at myself I saw nothing but all the flaws. I felt gross. Like I was looking at a different person, and someone I didn't like. I tried to go to work and be chipper, but everyone acted like I was a nuisance. I don't know what it is.... But it just makes me feel like maybe I am not worth it to most people.. Maybe it's why a lot of my friends are disappearing. I am just the same old Wren, and people are sick of it. 

Sorry for the emo rant. I just feel... gross.